however, the fatal incident had made me aware of many many things.
since 12th may, tv shows, magazines, papers & blogs are all filled up with pictures of the victims.
i couldnt take it how badly are they hurt and some might suffer a very critical condition.
worse, my heart was aching when i saw pictures of citizens who lost their life,
especially childrens.
they have yet to see the future, but sadly,
they left the world without accomplishing their life achievements. :(
who knows they might turn out to be someone useful in the society,
or someone who contributes to the world's technology etc.

i often complain how things cant work for me and i always try to get the better side of everything.
worse, i felt that im always feeling ungrateful with what i have now.
without realizing, the feelings of the victims who suffered such a tragic moment in their life,
are much worse than mine.
in fact, they dont just lose their properties & surroundings;
but, they also lose their friends & family.
despite of the loss of the people around them,
they too, suffer a great pain mentally & physically.
some children may survived from the disaster but,
they do not have their parents anymore. T___T
what will i be & how is my life without my parents? :'(
think of how are they going to go on with their life?
who's gonna provide them food, shelter & education?
i may be provided all these on above, but, where do i get the love from my dad & mom? =(
as seen in the news,
some citizens are afraid to stay in a building for too long till that they dont even dare to line a queue in the toilet.
they're afraid if the earthquake might occur again.

besides all those impacts that the people in china must to face,
its really heart aching to me, by just hearing a person who sobs silently,
bearing all the pain and suffer they had to live with,
and whispers to themselves,
" my loved ones are gone forever T___T "

:'( i really need to thank God for blessing me, my family & friends
and cherish everything that i have now.
since you still have the chance & opportunity,
please show them how much you cared for them.
you wont know when you're gonna lose them cos,
no one knows what will happen tomorrow,
and,
everything is fated.
T_T